life is all about....

2012-01-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

尷尬的

甜蜜的

感動的

哭過的

笑過的

都是……

幸福的　=)

2012-01-13T21:57:00.003+08:00

Copied this from another blog: http://blog.fortj.com/blog11840.html

一位心理学家曾写道，一个成熟称得上真爱的恋情必须经过四个阶段，那就是：
　　共存(codependent)
　　反依赖(counterdependent)
　　独立(independent)
　　共生(interdependent)
有人会问：这四个阶段走完要花多长时间才能完成？这个可是因人而异。需要根据每个人的情况不同，阶段之间转换所需时间不一定因人而异。下面来详细分析一下各个阶段的情况。

第一个阶段：共存。这个阶段可以称得上是两个人的热恋时期，彼此之间充满了吸引力，他们几乎想要每时每刻都呆在一起，到了着迷的境界。

第二个阶段：反依赖。这个时候那种想要天天黏在一起的激情已经过去，两个人的感情慢慢稳定了，至少会有一方想要给自己的时间多一些，留出时间做自己想要做的事情，而此时另一方就会感到被冷落，处于这个阶段的恋人需要冷静处理两个人的关系，千万不可一时冲动做出一些错误的决定，而断送了自己的爱情。

第三个阶段：独立。这个阶段要求给彼此更多的自主空间，可以说是第二阶段的延续，也是考验两个人爱情至关重要的时期，需要双方都去认真对待。

第四个阶段：共生。如果你已经到了这个阶段，那么恭喜你，你们的爱情最终会有美满的结果。你的那个她（他）已经成为你生命中最亲最重要的人，你们将会互相扶持，开创属于你们自己的人生。你们在一起不会互相牵绊，而会共同成长。

然而现实生活中，大部分人却都通不过第二阶段就分道扬镳了，这样的选择确实挺可惜的。如果有一方能够再坚持一下，如果有一方能够再宽容一些，如果有一方能够多一点包容对方的缺点，如果……

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希望

经过了这场“生气”、“赌气”和“怄气”的“洗礼”

我们都更了解了彼此……

=)

PS: 感谢大家的关系和鼓励。爱你们哦~ =)

2012-01-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

有时候

有时候

幸福也会

有尽头……？

2012-01-08T09:22:00.000+08:00

被泪水洗过的眼睛

或许

会看得更清……

2012-01-03T22:47:00.001+08:00

原来……

还是会尴尬……

2011-12-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

你說，
小時候的夢想，是希望可以成爲一個很厲害的人，
一個平時默默無聞，卻能在突發狀況時一鳴驚人的人。
在全世界別人沒有辦法的時候，你是唯一能夠解決的人。

其實，
在我每次需要幫助時，第一個想到的就是你。
或許已經太依賴你，所以第一個想到的總是你。
平時也許有點把你當成理所當然，可是老天爺好像總會故意製造機會，
讓我知道，自以爲堅強、厲害的我，還是需要你……

In my world,
You're the Hero.
♥

같이 잘 삶을 살다 :)

2011-12-20T23:38:00.003+08:00

是否只有在需要你的时候才会对你好？

还是我们已经走进了倦怠期？

未来，还有好长一段路要走呢。

2011-12-14T20:52:00.002+08:00

我的男朋友不懂得怎样跟我斗嘴。

每次我捉弄他时，他总是一脸的不知所措。

高大的身躯却因为我而变得像一个小孩。

너무 귀여워 xDDD

或许这就是为什么有些男生喜欢捉弄女生吧？哈哈

好吧为了减少你心酸酸的感觉

以后我就去捉弄别的男生吧

xDDDDDDDD

2011-12-10T23:30:00.002+08:00

三年后，我希望可以一样像这样抱着你。

SUPER SWEET LAH!!!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Get well soon dear!!! =D

2011-12-04T22:15:00.003+08:00

the ulcer in my mouth is helping to shape my lips into a sexy one.

아파~~~~~ )o(

2011-11-30T23:06:00.004+08:00

yes! exams are finally over~
Did quite ok this time round. Guess cuz i've only 2 crucial exams this sem. excluding Korean cuz I S/U it. YEA~ I love S/U! Next sem can still use S/U for two modules!! Yippe~~

If nothing goes wrong I should be ending my uni life on 26 April 2012!!!
Should I go for a grad trip?
Should I go for work and travel?
Should I go overseas??

aiya but I know that now I must focus and settle my FYP first before I can plan on anything yet..

boo..

nitez....

PS: watched "You are the apple of my eye" again with Dear today~ ^^
谢谢你每次总是等我考完然后来接我出去玩~
Luvya (:

2011-11-27T14:36:00.002+08:00

This happened on Friday, 25 Nov 2011.

Dear screamed at me over the phone.
It's the first time that he's so angry... /.\

But, it's my fault...

I got a photog assignment at last minute in the morning and it's only when I reached that place did I sms him...we're supposed to study tgt in that afternoon.
But Dear was very nice... His unhappiness only last for a few hours... Last time when he got a last minute assignment, I was quite pissed off too. lol.
I went to meet him after the assignment and we talked things out.
We agreed that next time if such things happen again must inform each other first.. yup. At least we can understand each other better now~

Thankiew Dear (:

And I've thought of a romantic game to play with Dear, but he said it's abit too tiring and time-consuming so he modified the game abit. LOL.

Yea~ Hopefully we can play it during the holidays~~ =)

2011-11-20T14:19:00.000+08:00

and it's 20112011 today!!

ok random.
xD

2011-11-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

我要记下这件事，提醒自己以后不要再这样自以为聪明……

话说，昨天是大四第一学期的最后一天，有韩文补课，内容是先听力测验后做饭团~
有一题的题目其实很简单，就是给我们6个人名选项，在听了过后标出图中六名学生的名字。
由于我没有听到Tom这个名字，即使只剩下一个空格，我还是没有放进去，虽然连三岁小孩都知道，其它都填完了，剩下的那个人就是Tom了。

可是！我自以为是地认为，可能是老师要耍我们，故意留一个不说，看我们是否觉察到。

ok 我真的是想太多了。
那个没有被我填上的，就是那个没有被选到的名字--Tom。

是我自己没有听清楚，就这样把分数送走了。

很想撞墙。

不过，还好我SU了韩文。

可是，我考了之后一直在想这件事，一定要从中学习！

真的不用想太多啊！

2011-11-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

for my Dear....

♥♥♥♥♥♥

(:

2011-10-30T12:08:00.003+08:00

had been falling sick on and off for nearly one month.
zzzz

when I googled for solutions, I chanced upon this:
多想些高兴的事,或做你想做的事,吃你想吃的食物,因为好心情是天然的药物.

alamakkkkk ok i will try....

2011-10-09T21:52:00.002+08:00

Copied this from Fb:

‎45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

Thankiew Dear~ ♥

Jia You!!

2011-10-04T23:11:00.004+08:00

Unfruitful day today except that I learnt something new at the volunteering session this afternoon.

The por por was so cute!

And I could communicate with her with just 4 Cantonese words! LOL

Pray for a smoother fyp...

Dear interviewees,

Where are youuuuuuu?????

2011-10-03T23:31:00.001+08:00

Ok, blur me did something silly again.

Went to school for the GIP talk in the morning.

But only when I reached and double checked the email again did I realise that the talk was actually on last monday.

Well Done.

=.=

2011-10-02T16:11:00.002+08:00

Since I still have a bit of time to spare before heading off for tuition, I shall wrote a little note here bah..

Hmm last night accidentally put my finger into the turning fan.. =___="

Luckily the blades were made of rubber if not I wont be typing these now.. lol.

Really tired these few days even though it's supposed to be a recess week.

Spent most of the time working on my fyp as I just confirmed on my topic last week..

I hope God/Budhha continue to help me in finding my interviewees....

Saw the Global Immersion Program email and thought of gg to Vietnam in Dec for 2 weeks. I can clear my GERPE which I duno what to take in NTU. Hopefully it'll be a fruitful journey again~

Dear is working hard on his project too... Ok I probably wont be as diligent as him but I hope to get a good result too when I graduate~

Ok got to go loh...

tireddd.....

2011-09-22T23:33:00.001+08:00

I'm addicted to this little girl called Nina!!

Go catch her on Youtube if you love kids too! ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P3hy7D50QMk&feature=relmfu

Recess week is finally here but that means more work to do too esply for my FYP!

AZA!!!!!

2011-09-09T22:58:00.001+08:00

a boring and sian day...

zzzzzzz

2011-09-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

Time fliessssss

I was in Taiwan on last year's today.

往事只能回味. that sums up everything.

hmm.. had quite a low day yst.

My P1 student threw tantrum so I just left his house. I thought the parent would call or apologise to me at night, but obviously I've expected too much.

Well, I am gg to ask my student to apologise to me next week.

This is basic courtesy bah?

This afternoon I was thinking if I should change my fyp topic.

Haiz. FYP is really not easy leh....

It's like searching for your love.

Or even worse.

tired liao.

nitez.

2011-08-30T22:26:00.001+08:00

Thank you Wai,

Thank you Dear.

2011-08-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

ok...

here comes the low period...

I hope I won't regret in the future...

2011-08-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

Went to Funan centre with Dear today.

He wanted to buy trackmouse(spell?) M570 but only Challenger was selling. However there's no displaying sample so he couldn't try out whether it's really suitable for him.

So I suggested him not to buy it and buy another one instead which was 20 bucks more and cost almost $100...

Dear heeded my advice and really bought that. But he had buyer's remorse after that.. Hmm I felt quite bad too cuz it's not cheap and it might not suit him... but Dear said something that really touched my heart:

不要emo啦，看到你emo比我买错mouse还让我觉得sad...

OH MANNNNNN....

Thank you, my love =)

i n ^nl !

2011-08-26T23:18:00.002+08:00

hmm life is getting busier and busier~

but I'm getting more and more excited about my upcoming semester too~ ^^

This semester, besides my core module (SEA Chinese), I took Korean Level 2 and Traditional Chinese Medicine! Very interesting modules I would say!

Not to forget, I've my FYP too! The more I've done the more anticipated I'll be! Ha. Hopefully I can maintain this positive attitude throughout the year!

Long weekend is here~ Yea~~ =)

Who will be our next President? hmm...

2011-08-23T23:39:00.002+08:00

oh yea!

Finally done with the editing!!!

I quite like some of the pics~~~

Hopefully I can improve as time goes by...

but then, I hope to focus on my studies for the time being...

wanted to blog on sth but i forgot. lol. nvm.

anw I missed you, Wai!!! =D

2011-08-21T23:25:00.003+08:00

A very sweet day with Dear~ ^^

had tuition in the morn.

then met up with Dear for lunch.

He said he wana go Sim Lim and see mouse. So I accompanied him.

It's only when we were at Sim Lim then I realised he wanted to buy a mouse for me!!!

AWwwww~~~~~ I wanted to jump up and hug him but people shy... xP

Went to Little Guilin after that. Quite a nice place and we are gg to visit the place again to take more picss~~~

Had YOG gathering at Hazel's place in the evening. Glad to see everyone~ =)

Hmm.. still got about 100 pics to edit...haizzz... but then I cant wait to see the final product too~~

Hope I can finish asap bah.. wana focus on my studies already.. Haven't do any proper revision this weekend.. haizzz...

JIA YOU YI FANG!!!!!

2011-08-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

it's a mopping-floor + shooting day~

tiring...

but I did have a sense of achievement for today's shooting!

perhaps because I directed the whole thing? lol. but hopefully the pics will turn out awesome..

I used my beloved EPL-1 to shoot today. Couldn't find the memory card for Dear's D70 and I was late so out of no choice I had to use my Olympus instead. Nonetheless, the pics turned out to be quite ok. Just that I tend to shake quite a bit and shuttle speed was abit slow at times..

took more than 200 pic and I start to find editing a pain... xP

2011-08-19T23:11:00.002+08:00

a super unproductive day!!!

think I should go school even if I have no class. studying or trying to study at home is totally sooooo distracting....

anyway, had an enjoyable dinner with SR, YG and HH =)

Yufen asked me to help her take grad pics again tmr... Dear wont be around so hopefully I can produce something satisfactory bah...

Hmm Dear is getting busier.. and I guess 聚少离多的日子will increase too. Ok not that we meet v often too but if he tends to focus on his stuff we'll tend to talk lesser too. Vicious cycle is back again? I hope not.

Oh, went back to sph to lunch with my ex-colleagues on Wed. I didn't get to see Lan-gu~~~ maybe visit them again soon bah~~ she's retiring this year le.. I'll definitely miss her...

Better slp now~~

2011-08-18T23:07:00.002+08:00

ok. obviously i don't know what's called perseverance. I tend to laze back easily and forgot all abt my little blog here. lol

hmm.. It's already second week of the new term.

I've registered myself as a photographer for The Nanyang Chronicle. I took up the CCA Fair as my first assignment.

I felt clever for taking this as my first assignment as the whole CCA Fair lasted for 5 days. If I missed out anything I could always go back the next day! HAHA. but then, I know I won't be this lucky for all my assignments lah.. so yar.. have to improve my skills!!!

I've also started working on my FYP. Somehow I feel my content is lacking.. not as rich as others, like Za? Hmm.. hopefully as I move on I'll be able to add in more.. Really hope that I can get an A if not A+ for my FYP!!!!

This semester is really a super slack term with only 3 modules and 3 school-days. But then I have 3 tuitions too.. Realised I've forgotten most of my Korean Grammar.. gotta really work hard now!!!!

There are two things that made me very happy today.

My Sec 4 tuition girl got A2 for her O level Chinese!!! She's so naughty loh, At first sounded sad over the phone so i thought she did quite badly cuz previously her result was like C6? I guess she really had put in a lot of efforts! and I didn't feel so guilty now for charging such a high fee =X

Another thing was when I was walking out of the mrt ith Sirong when someone stepped on my shoes accidentally.

Then he kept apologising and said, 对不起，小妹妹. (Sorry, litlte girl.)

I STUNNED.

He looked like 30-years-old the most loh or maybe my back really looked like a little girl to him? LOL!

2011-08-09T22:22:00.002+08:00

上个星期三还书后忍不住又借了两本。

李碧华《烟花三月》和阿蒂西·塔西尔《我的穆斯林父亲》

我是被《烟花三月》背面的简介吸引：

中国近代最惆怅的重逢

一个慰安妇，

一个劳改犯，

爱侣在北大荒失散了三十八年。

一九九九年暮春，

在本书作者和黑龙江电脑网络协助下，

传奇地，竟然找到了，

——原来他……

蛮喜欢这本书的内容。除了爱情，还有亲情、中日战争、中国动荡不安的那个年代、《周易》里的一个卦象等等。

很有深度。大家有空可以看看。不知道这两位老人家现在怎样了……

《我的穆斯林父亲》则让我对中东有深一层的了解。

老实说，内容有点沉重，谈较多的是宗教，可是会吸引我读下去的理由却是他们父子之间的互动。对回教/中东有兴趣的，可以读读看。

这个星期是开学的第一个星期。

希望可以拿到自己想要的课吧~ 还差一科！

It's National Day today! But somehow I didn't feel the mood this year. I missed watching NDP live.

Went to hh's house in the aftern and we had a great time~ hopefully the memory will be warm enough to keep her throughout her stay in UK! Jia you girl~ and yes, you're vvvvvvv pretty!!! =D

2011-08-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

I used to weigh below 45kg.

I hit 45 last year...

and when I weighed myself again yesterday, it's 46!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh My Tian!!!

I hope it won't accelerate every year or worse, every half year or every month!

Went back to NY yesterday with Pa, Wa, Ha and Poh Boon. Saw Linlaoshi, Lailaoshi, Lu Laoshi etc. Chatted with Zhuang Laoshi and Miss Peh. Mr Quek popped by randomly too. lol.

Zhuanglaoshi said it's alright for not starting on my fyp reading now. That made me quite relieved. Hopefully I can do well for my fyp bah...

I take in 2 more students~ both are koreans but one's only k2?!!!! and cuz I didnt see properly, I thought it's at Bukit Timah, which is not very far from my house when actually it's at Upper Bukit Timah. Now tt's a whole lot difference cuz their house is actually near Bukit Batok! I shall see how bah.. Hopefully I can change the tuition from Wed to Thur then maybe I can save abit of time on travelling... But I'm quite looking forward though!

Dear and I went to Teo Heng this afternoon. We sang songs!! ok, it should be "I sang songs!" LOL. Dear barely opened his voice loh... and maybe he thought it's a waste of money.. lol. oh well.. guess we can still go there on rainy days? xD

Went to tuition at Serangoon at night. Quite tired now... Shall orh orh bah..

Nitez!

2011-07-31T22:56:00.002+08:00

quite a normal day.

washed clothes and pillow cases in the morning.

slacked in the afternoon and night.

quite a number of ppl liked the photo Dear shot for me at the railway.

I think it would be better if I can put on some make-up?

and I concluded the day with a compliment =)

" John Paul Mauhay Villanueva: oh ok. haha. i think you have the potential to be a model :P "

Well, I hope so too~ ha.

2011-07-31T10:21:00.003+08:00

Some of the books which I had read during this holiday...

1. 龍應台《孩子你慢慢來》

很喜歡這本書。讓我更認識龍應台，或者應該說，讓我認識了當媽媽的龍應台。這本書的主要内容是她和孩子相處的故事，以後如果我有孩子了應該可以參考參考。哈哈

2.黃晶李多《歷史上最有爭議的女人》

我也很喜歡這本書，讓我知道了許多不知道的女人。很有趣，希望可以這本書，以後可以跟學生分享。内容有：

《殘暴狠毒的巾幗梟雄》--呂后

《伴“神光”降世的北魏“女強人” 》--馮太后

《敢于顛覆規則的女皇帝》--武則天

《一個任性女人的綿綿之恨》--楊貴妃

《風月場中的“飛將軍”》--李師師

《無福消受恩寵的后宮紅顏》--董鄂妃

《為封建王朝自掘墳墓的“老佛爺”》--慈禧

《從一代女色到國民救星》--賽金花

《用生命繪畫的傳奇女人》--潘玉良

《聰明任性的另類美女》--陸小曼

《有中國血統的“東洋魔女”》--川島芳子

《紅顔美貌是禍水還是福祉》--海倫

《希臘第十位繆斯的綺麗人生》--薩福

《一代艷后與愛情頑主》--克勞巴特拉

《英雄，或是癡狂人》--貞德

《俄羅斯帝國的化身》-- 葉卡特琳娜

《征服了拿破侖的那個女人》--約瑟芬

《放蕩不羈的風流才女》--喬治·桑

《造成詩人之死的美麗“殺手”》--普希金娜

《苦難中飄搖的文壇麗人》--夏洛蒂·勃朗特

《撐起“日不落帝國”的鐵腕娘子》--德琳娜·維多利亞

《掌管智慧和靈感的“繆斯女神”》--莎樂美

《追求痴愛的藝術精靈》--卡米爾·克洛黛爾

《純真率性的西方現代舞之母》--伊莎朵拉·鄧肯

《締造流行的時尚女王》--可可·香奈兒

《用顔料寫自傳的女人》--佛利達·卡羅

《高呼“女性永恒”的新夏娃》--西蒙娜·德·波伏瓦

《一個永遠混亂著的情人》--瑪格麗特·杜拉斯

《鑄就傳奇的世界第一女總理》--巴達拉奈克夫人

《永遠的阿根廷玫瑰》--埃維塔·貝隆

《渴求真愛的性感尤物》--瑪麗蓮·夢露

《從貧民窟走出來的個性明星》--蘇菲亞·儸蘭

很明顯，我記不住全部的人，所以惟有通過這個方式讓我記得，我曾經讀過他們的故事……

3. 于震《你必須知道的500個中囯歷史常識》

雖然不是贊同裏面全部的内容，不過至少讓我增長了一些知識。（雖然現在我可能已經忘了。。）

4.竹西《相親記》

5. 張小嫺（已經忘記是什麽書了。。。）

還借了一些學韓語的書，可是都沒有什麽時間讀。畢業論文也還沒開始讀資料……好懶散哦~~~

2011-07-30T23:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's makeup-trying-out-session was fun! But I guess we need more practices in order to look more natural~ Ha.

Oh well, let me earn enough first before I can invest on a full set of cosmetics..

Went to meet Dear t Bukit Batok after tuition at Marine Parade. (My student's little brother was really cute!! He kept posing for me to take pics =D )

The vegetarian stall at Bukit Batok got so many selections and quite cheap too! Hopefully next time can go there again~

We went to NTU after lunch. Fangda and Huifoon were alr there waiting for me to take pics tgt~ Next year it'll be my turn too!! Can't imagine how would it be like...

After that we went to ADM to wait for Yufen and her friends. Dear and I helped them took their graduation pics at various places in NTU. It's quite a good practice for me! Hopefully I can slowly improve my skills bah~

Was rather tired.. better slp now...

2011-07-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

Super tired now...

Had last day of PHP training. It's really an v enriching course! Glad that I took it~

But I guess applying the theories to real situation is the more difficult part.. but I would like to try out soon!! Yea~

Met up with Dear after the training. We went to the railway track~

Dear was there to take pics of me. But guess I was too tired and my shoes were hurting my feet so I didn't look that nice in the pic.. sorry Dear...

Dear opened car door for me when he's sending me home. Wahh~~ maybe cuz i wore dress today? hahaha~ but thanks anw~~

Gg to hh's place tmr~~ oh yea~ ^^

2011-07-27T23:16:00.001+08:00

Met Wai for dinner. Nice HTHT! =D

Thanks for your gifts!! ^^

Haven't been chatting with Dear much lately. Maybe cuz i'm tired.

Nitez...

2011-07-26T23:09:00.003+08:00

Shall just do a quick update bah.

My teeth were v clean after the dental appointment yst!

The service was much better than my school's and it's cheaper too!

I think maybe cuz I stated that I had low platelet before so the dentist was very careful while cleaning. Didn't bleed as much as my previous cleaning experience with the school's dentist. Or perhaps this time the dentist is a female? Oh well, I shall visit her again next time!

HH showed me some make-up videos yst afternoon. We decided to try out putting on make-up on Fri at her place! Ha~ I can imagine that it's going to be quite fun~ oh yea~

Dear said something last night which made me quite upset. Well, I think he needs to change his mindset.

Hmm... found something which I could give to my ex-colleagues for their throwing game but would I get to see them again?? Not sure if it's ok if I join them for lunch on Fri.. haiz... Duno why I feel so awkward to ask...

Frankly speaking I missed them and even dreamt of them for quite a few times... I will see how bah...

Went back to NTU for PHP training today from 9-4. Went for tuition at night at Serangoon. Something happened as I was walking out from my student's condo. Ok maybe I was too paranoid or just being a coward. haiz.. Hopefully everything is alright and that it's just me who's thinking too much...

better slp now...

2011-07-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

A very normal day.

Mopped floor in the morning.

Washed clothes in the afternoon.

Slacked at night.

Supposed to go back to ny tomorrow but decided to postpone to next week cuz Sam couldn't make it. Zhuang papa will only be free from 1-2pm. No point.

So I've only dental appointment tmr.

Wai's back but she's booked. Haobah, I shall see you on Thur~~~~~~

Hands very dry. Shall put more cream tonight.

Ok~ Time for bed!

2011-07-23T23:32:00.003+08:00

Yuxiang and Q-er are back in Taiwan.

Although I'd been going out with them everyday but I would leave earlier so it's actually Yeetien who had spent most of time with them. Well, hopefully they have brought back some fond memories from here~ It's really nice to see them again after almost 5 months. I felt like I was back in Taiwan~

The weather was crazily hot these few days. But on the other hand, the photos that I had taken turned out to be quite nice due to the good lighting. I really love the flower area at East Coast Park! Hopefully next time can go there take wedding photos? =X and while I was cycling along East Coast Park, I realised Singapore is actually quite beautiful too, won't lose to Maldives loh~ ha.

Met up with Dear in the evening and he brought me to a new park. I'm glad both of us are nature-lovers. Time passed by quickly even when we just patoh in the quiet park. But then both of us missed Taiwan too. Singapore has too little places for couples.... We're running out of ideas of where to go for dating....

Hmm it'll be a housework day tmr~ Another hectic week next week!

2011-07-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Tired... legs suan.. but i guess the others were worse cuz they still went to Sentosa to play yesterday...

Basically it's like a heritage tour today. I was the main tour guide. lol.

I met up with them at Chinatown after tuition at Marine Parade..

But actually before meeting them I went home to take memory card cuz I brought my camera but forgot to insert the memory card.. Dear going to shake head again.. xP

So we walked around Chinatown. I brought them to the Mint Museum, Temple, Mosque and Indian Temple. Then we went to Little India and we walked all the way from there to the Merlion Park then walked to Raffles' Place mrt to take train home.

yes. super tired now... ZZZZ

2011-07-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

Yuxiang and Q-er are here!

They flew from Taipei last night. Yeetien went to pick them up and sent them to Junxiong's house at wee hour this morning.

I met up with them at Somerset this morning. When Yuxiang saw me, the first thing he said was "Wah you didn't change. Still look so pretty." HAHAHHAHA

He really knows how to make girls happy. LOL.

So YT, JX, YX, Q-er and I went to Killeney for breakfast. After that we walked along Orchard Road to let them know what's Orchard Road. LOL.

Then we took MRT to harbour front but I didn't alight with them cuz I still have assignment at Fullerton.

Called Dear to ask about any vegetarian stall near Fullerton but he didn't pick up the phone. So I called Edi and he helped me check online. I feel blessed to have friends whom you can just ring up without worrying that you're disturbing him/her. There're some people who sometimes I want to call but would think twice cuz I would worry that I might interrupt their work...

Anyway, so I went to Wuxia Press Conference at Fullerton after lunch. Hmm... glad to see some familiar faces. I managed to talk to Yiyun Jie from Zaobao. Hopefully I can learn more from her too~ All zaobao journalists are v experienced! I felt honoured and happy to work with them~~

Anw I asked a question at the Press Conference today. I guess it has become normal for me to drop a question or two during Press Con even though I might be new. And I think I kena "scolded" today by the interviewee during the rountable interview. Well, I think my skin is quite thick cuz I'm not afraid to make mistakes. But everytime after the interview I would reflect and most of time I would feel that I shouldn't say some things.. Haiz.. Guess I'm not suitable to be a journalist.. or maybe entertainment journalist... Haiz...

Felt v slpy after I reached home from the press con so took a nap, slack for a while and headed for tuition at serangoon again...

yup. so tt's my day today. Guess I wont be able to update in the following days cuz I'm joining YX and Q-er for the tour around Spore~

Shooting time again~ oh yea~

2011-07-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

and before I slp, I told Dear that I miss him...

Dear said, "see lah, not working le jiu start to miss me le"

LOL!!!

Ok, I shall find some other things to focus on then I wont miss you le. HAHAHAHAH.

Ok it's really time for bedddddd.....

2011-07-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

It's been a busy weekend...

Went for Starhub TVB Award on Saturday in the evening. It's my first time officially attending an award ceremony. The previous one was Mediacorp Star Award in 2007 when I was having attachment in Mediacorp.

Anyway, I was very happy not because I could see the celebrities but because Minghua dage from Zaobao was there! We did the interviews together. He helped me alot! I really have alot to learn from him...

Hmm and I think I have changed my perception of Charmaine Sheh. She's not as arrogant as what I'd thought but a sincere and nice lady~ ^^

We ended the assignment at about 12 midnight. There's a long queue at MBS taxi stand so OY and I walked to the taxi stand at Esplanade. There queue was shorter but still had about 10+ ppl in front of us waiting and the frequency of taxi coming was much lower. Actually deep inside my heart I was hoping someone could come and pick me/us up but I knew Dear was tired and probably asleep so there wont be anyone available le bah?

In the end reached home at about 1am. This was the first assignment which had ended so late...

Spent Sunday writing the article and managed to finish it before I went out with Dear. Met Dear at Suntec. He was there for some scholarship fair but was quite sian to know that he still had to take some exams before he could take Masters in the good universities. Well, I guess since you have chosen the path you will have to follow the rules of the game.

Hmm.. Dear mentioned that he has been taking me as his wife cuz our life now it's like he goes to work everyday then we'll chat at night. He is not romantic and doesn't really prepare surprises like other boyfriends did. Maybe he's been living as if we're married couples.. Perhaps that's why sometimes I didn't feel like Dear was my bf... Frankly speaking, our relationship was quite different from others or maybe I've watched too many idol dramas... Haha.

Well, I did try to picture Dear as my husband. But I can't really remember clearly how is it like to live like husband and wife... So whenever I tried to picture Dear as my husband, the data in my head just jumbled up... But well, I will try.... =)

Hmm supposed to jog with HH and Edi in the evening, but in the end we just continued with our K-box session at HH's place. Her maid cooked us dinner too. Thankiew HH~~~ Ok, hopefully I can start jogging with you soon. Tummy getting bigger!! Ha!

Ok, orh-orh time~~~ (:

2011-07-15T22:32:00.005+08:00

The day has finally come.

The office was rather quiet today. Shirley and Andre were not around. Teck Siang worked half day. Quite a cold and gloomy day...

Went to Boon Tat road for lunch. Not sure when will be the next time I can patronise that stall again. Gave the auntie a thank-you card. I want to thank her for her friendliness and kindness. Take care auntie!!

Distributed the hand-made cards to colleagues at about 4pm... Hope they like the card... I quite like Niki's, esp the star on "i" yea~

I love to see people's smiles and exclamations when they receive my hand-made stuff. I will feel happy too~ tt's why I like to make things cuz when people are happy, i'm happy too~ =)

Left the office with Ben at about 6.30pm. Still couldn't finish the whole list. But as much as I wanted to help Andre, I think I'd tried my best... and I was quite happy when Ben told me, " I heard from Andre that you did a great job, congratulations!" It feels good when people appreciate your efforts =)

Dear and Wai were quite worried that I would be emo today. Well, somehow the emo-ness was the strongest last Wed. I wanted to leave happily and with a sense of achievement. So somehow I wasn't that emo today. However, the rainy weather did affect me abit. I was feeling slightly lonely standing and walking among the crowd. Couldn't recall what was I thinking but I just let the loneliness sank in...

Haven't been talking to Dear these few days so we chatted quite abit tonight. He's feeling sian due to his back problem and I was telling him that I had lost anticipation in our relationship. But well, our conclusion was I would bear with him while he wait for his back to recover. Ok, I admit that I wasn't that caring and only think of having a fun and romantic relationshiop. I shall learn to put myself in Dear's shoe and try to understand him better.

I asked him if we could still be friends if we break up one day. Dear said must see what's our reason of break up. Hmm quite true... sometimes I told myself to bear with it though I might not be happy living with Dear. But then he's the most right guy I could have asked for now, so what's bothering me? Am I greedy and selfish too? Haiz...

Have an assignmet at Marina Bay Sands tmr. It's supposed to be me and Dear going, but cuz of his back, he passed to Oy. It's been quite a long time since Dear and I take assignment together. Ok, if I'm not wrong the last one was in Feb when we just came back from Taiwan.

Dear, I will wait for you. But please let me know when my patience wear thin k? I don't want to be a horrible gf...

and Wai, enjoy your ttripppp!!! (:

2011-07-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

When I was standing on the MRT and watching Edi going up the escalator, somehow I felt today was Saturday. lol.

Tomorrow will be my last day. Hope everything will go smoothly...

and hopefully I can finish what I have planned to.

Tried wine with the colleagues cuz it's France's national day and Ben brought a bottle of wine to celebrate with us. lol.

I remembered I want to type something but I forgot.

Anw nice dinner with Edi. Had fun bullying him too! HAHA.

It's during moments like that it would struck to me that I might be able to survive quite well without a bf? xDDD Ok.. but at least my bf makes my weekend happy lah.. yupx.

Better go slp le.... nitez =)

2011-07-13T22:59:00.006+08:00

It feels like a Friday today! Yea~ =)

We went to Whole Earth for lunch today. It's our farewell lunch. But because of me they chose a vegetarian restaurant. I was very touched...

Luckily they said the food there was nice but hello?? it cost about 222 bucks for 10 people leh.. so ex right? I'm really really very grateful...

Ben found some funny and "yellow" videos about vegetarians and that became Joke of the Day. LOL. It's really an open firm I must say...

Took pictures with my colleagues today since I brought my camera.

Hmm.. when I took with Andre, he put his right arm on my shoulder. Ok I was abit shocked cuz besides bf, there's no other guy who would be so close to me when taking pics...Ok maybe I am too conservative and thinking too much? lol.

Booked my dental appointment on 25 July 1030am. Hopefully I'll remember to go!! HH told me have to floss my teeth everyday and I'd heed her advice.. hopefully the toothache won't get worse...

It's Thursday tmr.. time really flies...

2011-07-12T22:53:00.004+08:00

It's Tuesday!

Hmmm.. Somehow I didn't feel too emo maybe because I didn't think too much about Friday. I just want to enjoy my last moments to the fullest instead of wasting time feeling low. YES, Well done Yifang! =D

Boss treated us lunch today!

The pizza was quite nice but it's abit hard to cut... almost strained my finger.. lol.

Hmm.. somehow I don't feel very comfortable sharing my story with a big group of people with everyone looking at or listening to you...

Hopefully I didn't blush too much...

Andre and Momo gave me new assignments today.

Momo's was quite an easy one so I completed in abt 1 hour but Andre's was actually a continuation from the previous...Haiz looks like this won't be done by Friday...

Anyway we have a Korean client. Whenever I listened to the conversation I wanted to say "YEOBUSAEYO" xDDD

But my Korean is only leavel 1... haiz...

Tried putting on the facial mask last night. I can't imagine the lazy me would spend so much time and effort in doing all these. LOL. oh well, I'm getting old, prevention is better than cure? ha. but i think the mask is really comfortable. I shall do it fortnightly. keke.

Walked to Chinatown to meet Wai after work.

I bought a cute hair band under her influence. It's not cheap also leh... Haiz.. Have been spending quite alot of money lately.. I should look for more tuition jobs!!!

and Miss Wai, I couldn't find your name on FB lah! You changed name again??

Another lunch tmr~~

But what should I wear?

Hmm...

2011-07-11T22:27:00.002+08:00

A normal day today...

Done with Momo's project in the morning then continue with Andre's after lunch...

Hmm.. Hopefully I can do a new project before I leave...Maybe I should ask Andre or Momo tmr bah...

Hmm.. I wana go do facial le~~~~

2011-07-10T23:39:00.003+08:00

YEAA~~ A V HAPPY DAY TODAY!!! =D

Washed clothes in the morning.

Went to the market to get my specs fixed. Had a hair cut too. Actually it's just the fringe and also just to trim off the bottom of my hair cuz I want to keep long hair now. Dear likes the long-hair me. xD

Edited and uploaded my out-dated pics after lunch.

Then Dear came over at about 4. As it was still drizzling so Dear taught me photoshop instead. The night scene shot we took two weeks back was edited until very nice~~~ Couldn't wait to read comments. KEKE. I must reach that standard!!

Then we set off to the kampong at about 5! OH YEA~~

It's only when we reached there then I found out that my camera couldn't work. Guessed the battery had gone flat. So I just enjoyed the walk with Dear and happily be his model~ keke.

Yea, I like trips like this. It's just a short getaway from the hustle and bustle city life, but it brought back my childhood memory too. Dear helped me took many nice photos too~~ OH YEAAA~~ =D

Met HH for dinner then went to AMK for a quick shopping. I always enjoyed my weekly date with her. I loved to listen to her talking, sharing her stuff with me. That's what good friends are for? I'm really blessed to have at least one good friend at every stage. Pri school is Wai, June, Zy, etc, Sec is HH, Lihui, Edi, etc, JC is my *A*A Family, Ling, Shang, Sam, etc, and Uni would be Yufen bah... Really hope that our friendship can last a lifelong time (:

On the mrt back home, I closed my eyes and couldn't stop smiling to myself...

Thankiew my dear boyfriend and girlfriends!

Love youuuuu ♥

2011-07-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

What a busy day today!

Went to marine parade for tuition in the morning. But it's only when I reached my student's place then I was told that he's not fit for tuition today due to a high fever...

He was sent to the hospital at 2am this morning and was only back at 5am. His mum was too tired and chaotic to think of me I guess... What to do? The reason was valid and his mum kept saying "sorry"... So I went home to mop floor instead...

Met Sam for lunch in the afternoon. I thought I smsed her to meet at 1230 so when I told her I'd be reaching in 8 mins she got a shock. What I had actually sent was 120. ZZzz... Guess I was slightly frustrated when I left my student's place this morning. Anw, although we haven't meet each other for a year but she looks the same to me! ha. We went to Loving Hut and had htht as usual :)

Then rushed back to meet Dear. Bought a pillow and a piece of cloth cuz I want to make a customised pillow (case) for Dear.. At first he didn't seem to be interested cuz he already had 2 pillows and felt the new one would be redundant? So I thought I should make for other people then.. maybe someone in my office? or just post on FB and see who wants a customised pillow... But after knowing that I am going to make a customised pillow Dear changed his mind immediately. LOL!

Well, I do quite looking forward to the final product though.. We shall see it on your bdae bah~ =)

Had a sweet date today. Ok, I realised I always felt contented if Dear was with me. But when he's not around I'd start thinking and end up in a emo state? Maybe I should find some other things to occupy my mind...

Anyway, WE'RE GOING TO THE KAMPONG TMR!!!

THANKIEW DEARRR!! =)

2011-07-08T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Ling said black background is bad for the eyes so I changed it to white. But I've forgotten how to change the colours at the sidebar so it's kinda invisible..

Maybe it's time for a new template? But I'm feeling lazy....

Hmm... seems like a long day today cuz yst seems so faraway... or am I getting old? )o(

I think it's really good to write something down every day so that I can observe how my mood swings from one Monday to the next. I must thank Dear for this... (:

Hmm... Not long after I reached office today, Andre asked me sth about "short" and I was full of question marks... Did he ask me to buy any shorts? Or I should wear shorts today?? Or was he talking about socks? It's only after he repeated 3 times (and going to give up) and I took another 30 seconds to realise what he was talking about.

He meant "SHOCKS". =.=

Well, I hope he only knew the SHOCKS through Fb and not here...

Nonetheless, I've learnt my lesson today. Think before I speak.

Guess I said something quite inappropriate this afternoon then Kenny and Momo started to make fun of me and Evan. MY GOODNESS! But yar, I better be careful with what I say next time.. LOL.

Started to pass my teacher's signature book around today. Actually I passed to Momo yst but she's too busy to write so I let Niki start the ball rolling and it'll spend the weekend with Evan.

This little autograph book has brought back many fond memories as I was reading it the other night. Many people's faces appeared, like Mrs Yeong, Wang laoshi, Zhuang papa, Da Xiong, Congming Dage, Mrs Siva, Mdam Bawany, Miss Tham, Mr Kiw, Mr Mutalib, Mr Low, Liu laoshi, etc. There're only 2 or 3 people whose face I couldn't recall, the rest were quite vivid, especially my primary school's...

Didn't talk to Dear much today. Both of us were busy bah... But he mentioned that he's writing a card for me. Hmm ok... quite sudden? ha. It's neither anniversary or my bdae leh... I shall see tmr~

Left one week of internship. I'm struggling inside. Sometimes I wish I can still continue working there but sometimes I wish I can leave because the more I spent time with them I know the more reluctant I will want to leave...

Dear said, people come and go, that's life.

I also know that. That's what made me sad too. But I just wish that I can leave some footprints behind and whenever they think of me, their heart will fill with warmth...

OK MAYBE I'M THINKING TOO MUCH.

Still got tuition tmr, better slp now.....

2011-07-07T22:56:00.005+08:00

Not a v happy day I would say...

Started off the day with Aunt rejecting me the idea of going to Malacca with Dear and his family.

Ok. there goes my holiday plan. Disappointed.

And Aunt's face changed when I mentioned about going with Dear and his family. Looks like she has yet to fully accepted Dear.

In addition, she said Dear's going overseas for Phd for two years, and anything could happen in these two years. She's hinting that Dear would find another girl or leave me when he's overseas. But I got the urge to tell her that actually it might be me who would change... but i guess it would make things worse so I just kept quiet...

In the afternoon, Dear told me that there's a change to Sat's plan... His dad made an appointment for him at 5pm. That means we cannot go to the last kampong in Singapore.

Haiz.. this trip has been postponing for at least 2 months already. Dear didn't know how much I had wanted to go.

Another disappointment and that totally dampened my mood of the day. But I could also understand that Dear has his difficulty, so... what to do?? Haiz....

I was born and had spent my childhood in a rural place, that's why I always yearn for a short getaway or trips to not-so-urbanised places... So now I will be stuck in this concrete city... haiz....WHO CAN TAKE ME AWAY???

Had two shocks today. One from the office. One from Ling.

Well, I still prefer to be more conservative than open. First experience always has a great significance to me. I want to spend it wisely. Moreover, I believe that marriage is not just about having sex so I'm not persuaded to have PMS. If we're really sure of each other, I believe we can solve any problems together after getting married... But well, I'm unsure as of now...

I can tell that Dear is avoiding Aunt.. Well, I don't deny that Aunt's not easy to get along with, but sometimes I do wish Dear could spend more time with Aunt so that both of them can understand each other better... Don't be afraid my dear...

But then.. am I avoiding some things too?

Hmm...

2011-07-06T22:28:00.003+08:00

不捨來得太早……

回憶卻又存得太少……

Suddenly felt very reluctant to end my internship this morning. Felt rather emo and for a moment I thought I might broke down in my office whenever I imagine myself leaving next week... =(

My colleagues are really a bunch of fun people...

I could still remember the first day when I stepped into the office, I had a little culture shock. This working environment is really different from Zbcomma/Friday Weekly.

Zbcomma/Friday Weekly's is more of my style, however, if I were to use women as an example, Zbcomma/Friday Weekly would be like a demure and traditional lady while CTPartner would be like a wild and sexy woman. I have a great time with both!!!

Hmm.. somehow dreamt of Andre in the past few days... Was it because he's been giving me the most number of work to do? Or was it because of the feelings that I had towards him? Well, I find him mysterious and interesting. Somehow from his eyes, I could tell that he has some stories to share? Hmmm.. ok.. I already have a bf, I shouldn't be thinking that much...

Well, talking about bf.. Dear's mum dun allowed us to go alone for the trip (as expected) and Dear's dad said Rawa island was prone to pirates.. well, when I told Sam this, I think she felt speechless... and she's going Rawa island again in November for the third time... Haiz.. though I'm not aniticipating for the trip anymore but I still felt disappointed.. I guess most likely it will end up that we're spending the week in Singapore... Haiz...

Shall not think too much bah...

2011-07-05T22:46:00.002+08:00

I think I'm born to be a teacher! OOPS! HAHA

Not only do I look like a teacher (well, many agreed so too! ha), I will feel energetic after teaching~

Take today as an example, though I was feeling quite tired after work but I still went to give tuition at Serangoon. Surprisingly, I had completely forgotten about my fatigue and my heart was filled with happiness after the tuition. The joy came from the fact that I could help my student to understand more words and hopefully she'd improve gradually. However, whether she can remember those new words or not is another story...

well, 師傅帶進門，修行在個人. It still has to count on one's effort to have a really great leap in his/her standard...

Hmm, Dear sounded rather surprised that I could remember how many times he didn't reply me. LOL.

Well, somehow it's a very natural thing to me. I'd take it as a sign of rejection if he didn't reply, that's why I could remember so clearly...

Well, I guess that's the difference between E and P?

When I smsed Dear again after tuition today, he replied "how many times did I reply?" I smiled after reading though. Dear always made me think differently...

this reminds me of a phrase that says " In order to be happy, look at what you have and not what you don't have."

Hmm... Perhpas thinking of what Dear has given me will make me happier? But then... you know what I'm gg to say right? xDD

sweet dreams... =)

2011-07-04T22:38:00.003+08:00

Hmm... another fun day in office.

The men in my office are really like a bunch of playful boys... Pray hard that I won't have such students in the future..... or maybe they're playful yet still willing to listen to me? ha.

As I was walking to the mrt station after tuition at night, I asked myself if I should anticipate for the Rawa trip.. but somehow my heart said don't...

When I reached home, Dear told me since oy was not gg then Jeff also not gg le... somehow I didnt feel that disappointed... Well, I guess the final destination is not that important for me, what is important is that I hope to spend some quality time with Dear.. Missed our TW trips...

Dear sounded quite disappointed cuz of this and due to his medical bills... well, hope he can be in a better mood tmr?

I sms-ed Dear after giving tuition just now but Dear didn't reply. I thought Dear got used to this kind of msg and felt there's nth or no need to reply. But when I asked him over MSN he told me he left his hp in the bag... =.= ok.. if not I would really take it as this is the 4th time he didnt reply me...

Hmm.. am I getting too sensitive over small things like this? I did tell myself to focus on other things besides Love... but somehow it's a very natural thing that I will place Love as the number 1 item on my list...

I just hope that I won't fall too deep....

2011-07-03T22:38:00.003+08:00

HH called in the afternoon for a random dinner meet-up.
We had an enjoyable chat and a quick exploration in Bugis Village.

This made me realise: Bf is important but good friends are important too! They'll be the one to keep my company when Dear is not around...

Thankiew my sweetie beautie friendssss =D

Did a compatibility test with Dear today:
you are 74% similar
you are 75% complementary

Well, not very high but still acceptable? It's good that we have some difference so that life can be more exciting? (ok, I wish). and 75% of complementary is quite high too? As for the other 15%... hmm.. either you give in to me or i give in to you, ok? xDDD

Hmm cooked BeeHoon soup today~ I guess my colours are there but I still have a long way to go before I can get a fabulous taste... haiz.. jia you bah...

Sweet dreams~ =)

2011-07-03T10:24:00.004+08:00

So...

Love is....

When I leaned on your big and warm chest, I felt so secured and contented...and my heart was smiling...

When I breathed in your breath, my heartbeat was accelerating...

When I leaned on your broad shoulder, my body was so relaxed...

When you wrapped your arms around me, I wished time could pause at that moment...

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

But what should I do when you're not around??

從今天起，

我要記下我們愛過的回憶……

What is love?

2011-07-02T07:44:00.005+08:00

Love is complicated...

or maybe it's just me...

or maybe it's me who makes it so complicated...

I'm confused and kina lost...

how should it feel like to be in love?

how should it feel like to have a bf?

Whenever my heart felt unhappy, I would ask myself...

Am I getting greedier and more demanding?

Am I start to take things for granted?

Guess it's partly my fault too...

Let's work hard together...

for a happier and more matured r/s?

2011-05-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

阳光形忧郁症HmM GuEsS I StIlL NeEd A PlAcE To PeN My ThOuGhTs...StOp ThInKiNg ToO MuCH

2010-09-05T23:56:00.003+08:00

the official launch of my Taiwan Blog~

http://nanfang-beiwang.blogspot.com

Please visit and tag~~

flying off tmr loh..

hope everything will go smoothly...

*pray*

=)

2010-08-31T18:59:00.001+08:00

More dinning choices~ (serving vegetarian and non-vegetarian~ YEA)
1. Han's
2. TCC
3. Waraku
4. (to be continued) ha

2010-08-30T22:16:00.002+08:00

Thought I should write a proper entry to end off my YOG volunteering experience.

It's really a great event!!
Basically, (most of)the people were nice, the food was good (got ice-cream somemore at the YOV!) and most importantly, it's a once-in-a-lifetime experience!!
I'm sure those who joined didnt regret of "sacrificing" our time~ I guess my teammates had YOG withdrawal syndrome as me~ Yea~

Let the pictures speak...

(I LOVE HANBOK!!!)

and frankly speaking, I love JJ's "Cheer on Singapore"!
Though the hand movement is abit.. erm.. kiddish~ but still, that's what made ppl remember the song~

Anyways, a bunch of thanks to my team~ Hanisah, Regina, Hazel, Derek, Matthew, Ho, Xinying, Edris, Stratis, Beatrice and many others~ ^^

Hope to see you guys again~
Oh yea oh yea oh yea hey!
oh yea oh yea oh yea ho!
=DD

2010-08-27T23:56:00.001+08:00

Thursday, August 26, 2010

1 Shipment picked upKAOHSIUNG - TAIWAN 12:04

2 Processed at KAOHSIUNG - TAIWANKAOHSIUNG - TAIWAN 14:09

3 Departed Facility in KAOHSIUNG - TAIWANKAOHSIUNG - TAIWAN 14:12

4 Arrived at Sort Facility TAINAN - TAIWANTAINAN - TAIWAN 14:53

5 Processed at TAINAN - TAIWANTAINAN - TAIWAN 14:56

6 Departed Facility in TAINAN - TAIWANTAINAN - TAIWAN 15:04

7 Arrived at Sort Facility TAIPEI - TAIWANTAIPEI - TAIWAN 18:06

8 Processed at TAIPEI - TAIWANTAIPEI - TAIWAN 18:25

9 Departed Facility in TAIPEI - TAIWANTAIPEI - TAIWAN 20:29

Friday, August 27, 2010

10 Arrived at Sort Facility HONG KONG - HONG KONGHONG KONG - HONG KONG 00:42

11 Processed at HONG KONG - HONG KONGHONG KONG - HONG KONG 02:28

12 Departed Facility in HONG KONG - HONG KONGHONG KONG - HONG KONG 03:27

13 Arrived at Sort Facility SINGAPORE - SINGAPORESINGAPORE - SINGAPORE 07:59

14 Processed at SINGAPORE - SINGAPORESINGAPORE - SINGAPORE 08:14

15 Departed Facility in SINGAPORE - SINGAPORESINGAPORE - SINGAPORE 08:18

16 Arrived at Delivery Facility in SINGAPORE - SINGAPORESINGAPORE - SINGAPORE 09:12

17 With delivery courierSINGAPORE - SINGAPORE 10:05

18 Delivered - Signed for by : XU YI FANGSINGAPORE - SINGAPORE 12:26

I LOVE DHL! =DD

2010-08-26T20:00:00.001+08:00

woot woot woot~

tracking an item is so fun~ haha.
wat should i bring for my exchange?
what are the must-do-things when you visit taiwan?

any suggestions? ha

2010-08-25T21:44:00.002+08:00

Last day of YOG!
It'd been pin-trading, game-playing days.. rather relax to be honest..

took many pictures today~. will upload soon~
been quite a fruitful today too~
went back to bg in the morning, lunch with sam,xin,ling and shang~ then YOV.

will be a free day tmr~~
then gg back to ny on friday morning~

yup yup.
nth to say le. ha.

still waiting for my visa.. haiz.... did that person bluff me so as to brush me aside? haizzz....

and dear.. please get well soon... no bai-ka ahpek arh~~ haha.
=)

2010-08-23T08:33:00.002+08:00

Better blog before I start to dread again..

First day in YOV..
Hmm.. not so much things to do.. merely walking around the village square, played some games, took pictures.. then watch the soccer match with my teammates at night.
everyone missed Sports School...

Well, I guess it's another kind of experience..
out of the whole day, I enjoyed the part where we gathered in front of the tv and cheered the Singapore team on.
Think it's my first time watching a proper soccer match live..
I kicked and punched and screamed (and scolded) as the game was really exciting!! ha.Great job, Team Singapore!!

and hey~ YOG wasnt that boring kk? =D

2010-08-21T22:13:00.004+08:00

OK~ here comes my daily update. ha.

NO YOG today.. manager gave us an offday to rest.

Hmm.. I think I saw someone stealing newspaper today..
I would inform the 7-eleven people if I was more confirmed loh..
and that uncle still dared to walk back loh.. guess he hid the newspaper cuz I saw no newspaper on his hand.. hope he didnt go back to steal more..

I was quite stunned loh... and this kind of thing just happened behind me only~ haiz.. uncle ah uncle.. why you like that~~~??

and..话说两天前(呃..好像是昨天...)
我和姑吃了午餐后,她说要去买马票,我就陪她去了.
马票店门口有个印度老伯,坐在轮椅上,手上捧着一个tupperware,里面有一些捆卷起来的小纸团.
好奇心爆表的我趁姑在填写时就去找老伯啦~

我问老伯纸团里是什么,老伯说着我听不懂的英语,指着纸团,又指着马票柜台,然后摇头晃脑念出一串经..
好奇心再加上怜悯之心,我决定花$2买一张...
打开来开,原来只有两个号码.. 应该是老伯自己写上去的..
老实说,感觉有点被骗..

可是姑却突然兴起,说就买一买吧~那就买咯~还买了三天的leh~ Dun play play leh~ 哈哈
虽然是第一次买马票,可是却是姑付钱..哈

然后,刚刚我到家的时候,姑告诉我,其中一个号码中了leh!!!Dun play play leh!!老伯有帮我祈祷leh!!哈哈.
可是呢,赢到的钱刚好就是昨天买这三天号码的钱,所以其实也没中啦~ 而那$2本来就是要给老伯的,所以也不算亏啦~
哈哈～赢钱输钱对我来讲没什么感觉啦～只是觉得好巧哦～～

（歌）
这个世界真是小小小
这个世界真是妙妙妙
ok random.

YEA SWEET evening tonight~
and busy and fruitful day (hopefully) tmr~~
YOV HERE I COOMMMEEE!!!!

(:

2010-08-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

Woot~ Managed to catch the last train home!
It's our last day at SSS.. can tell that everyone was quite relunctant...
took many photos..

everyone stayed together till the end...
I love that kind of feeling~
it's called TEAMWORK! =D

2010-08-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

It's Day..(let me see..)5~

YEa~ I got my wish granted and was at the mix zone today!! =DD (So now i've tried all the positions~ wooh~)

Hmm.. frankly speaking I was rather nervous at first as I didnt really understand what was I supposed to do..but things got better after that.

There was more interaction with the athelets at the mixed zone.. or rather the winners as the media needed to interview them. So while waiting we got to chat for a while with them. I shook hand with Chang from Korea!! haha!! (his hand is soft!! LOL. shy boy leh~ LOL)

basically everything was quite pleasant today except for one incident.
I shan't talk about it.
just feel that 我从来没看过这么没风度的男人! @#$&*^%$#
*angelic smile*

Oh and we got to see the broadcaster's "office" ha. I even tried on the earphone and said "HALO!" (I could hear my voice leh! LOL)

Tomorrow will be my last day at Sports School. saddzzz...
then it'll be YOV from Sunday to Wednesday~ heard tt it will not be as hectic as in Sports School..

Oh~ I realised there are so many fields around sports school, good place to fly kite!!! =DDD

就让我们
制造更多快乐的回忆
来弥补
命中将注定的心痛

~*~

2010-08-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

It's the fourth day..

Was a little disappointed because I wasnt able to go to the Mix Zone.. =(
Stayed in the Media Workroom but I volunteered to be the runner too tgt with another guy.. So still got experience something new today such as walking behind the pools and the boards..

I was inspired by the swimmers these few days so went swimming at hh's place this morning..
Managed to change my breath for a few times (for freestyle)then i guessed i was too nervous (for duno wat reason) and so stopped in the middle of the pool to catch my breath before continuing.
Think I'd totally forgot how to do frog-style alr..ZZzz.. MUST SWIM MORE!!!

oh~ and I get to witness how Rainer Ng got the silver medal for Singapore!! =D
and the white coffe at media workroom is nice~~hope im able to slp tonight~ keke

hmm.. hopefully I will get to go to the Mix Zone tmr~~~

nitezzz

2010-08-17T23:11:00.004+08:00

Third day of YOG~

I switched my position with Hanisah today so was at the Meida Workroom instead of Media Stand.

There wasnt many events today,so I thought it's not that demanding as compared to Media stand.
My job at media workroom is basically to photocopy the results and other things then distribute to the journalists. sounds simple yea? ha.

Oh and I saw Ryan today!

yup. tmr will be a more exciting day~

YEA~ ^^

2010-08-17T00:19:00.003+08:00

Woot!
Exciting day today!

Before I went for YOG in the aftern, received an email from Taiwan.
A simple job like getting the name of the person in-charge could take such a long time...
well~ life is like a roller coaster isnt it?

Anw, second day of YOG is not too bad too~ (except tt there're no more orange juice left in the fridge.. booo)

As for the games, one athlete and one team got disqualified. I was quite stunned.
The athlete started before the gun shot, so someone brought him out from the pool. What a pity!! Imagine all the preparation and efforts you'd put in and just because of that, you're not given a chance to show your prowess.
As for the team, they came in first in the relay. So they were jumping with joy when their last teammate reached the finishing point, but the next second they were announced to be disqualified cuz one of the teammates couldnt wait and jumped into the water before her teammate reached. 一下子从天堂掉到地狱的滋味一定不好受...

and I realised tt's the cruelity of the games/competitions. once you don't follow the rules then you're out, no matter how outstanding you are.

besides that, it's really interesting to see how coaches, teammates, leaders cheer for their team/teammates. and each country has its own style~ really entertaining! ha.

and.. i was being praised by my Media Manager today! =D
When I was having my late dinner with my friend at one table, she came to us and said, "I saw your performance, you're really doing very well. Good job!"
I was like "huh?" but she's looking directly at me so i said thank you~ ha.
though at the end of the day I still duno what had I done to deserve tt compliment. lol
Nevertheless, I'm motivated!! =DDD

and my Press Manager commented that I "look quite tough" ( I posed the macho pose when he said that. haha)
Well.. Do I look tough~? haha. Will take tt as another compliment~ LOL.

hmm.. guess tt's all for today~ orh orh time~~

(:

2010-08-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

First day of YOG!

还是写华文好了...

穿着YOG的制服，走在人群之中，突然觉得自己跟别人不同，也赢得了几个回头率，心情嘛……有点像小一/中一/高一时，穿着新校服去学校报到的感觉……
总之呢，自我感觉良好！哈

我发现呢，到游泳池当义工的一个好处就是……有好多猛男哦！！！！
*眼睛发亮*
哈哈哈
很多六块的耶！zy先生，我们还没见证你的哦！哈哈！！

在现场真的能感受气氛呢~这也是为什么我喜欢在现场。
特别是今天最后一场--男女混合400米接力~真的是高潮迭起！不到最后一分钟都不知道谁会是冠军，全场沸腾！
是好看的咯~

嗯。。
还有就是~有好多饮料让我们任选~爽！呵呵
可是，喝了一瓶可乐的我，现在好像都不困呢。。 =.=!

耶~期待明天！！

ps: 我的某人~ 生日快乐~ (:
pps: still got 6 more mins before ur bade ends mah.. ha.

2010-08-12T16:53:00.001+08:00

crap crap crap!!!

RARrrrr

Feel like biting myself
RRRARRRRRAARRRRRR

希望起起落落

就像我们的... ...

:(((

2010-08-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

Many "first-time"s today! ^^

First time making a kite! It's quite mini though. ha.

First time watching an Olympic Torch relay! Waited for almost 2 hours and the whole thing finished in less than 5 minutes. ha. Glad to see enthusiastic Singaporeans who came down specially to support this relay~

First time playing arcade with 4 girls. It's fun (but tiring too)!! No wonder Papa can be so fit. LOL. It'll be so sweet if a guy can get enough ticket to redeemp that teddy bear for me~~~ OK. stop dreaming. ha. I think the last time I played in an arcade was like..ten years ago? ha. Lihui suggested tt next time we don't buy presents for each other, just spend the money on arcade and we can have fun and get sth back at the end~ GOOD IDEA!! =D

Also.. it's the first time which I feel a little happy when someone said I look fatter.. ha. or maybe tt's an illusion cuz I was wearing a bigger shirt?

Oh and did I mention that it's the first time that I'm hanging a YOG flag at my window? Probably will be the last time too~

Such a happening day today~
^^

2010-08-06T22:30:00.003+08:00

Ask not what your country can do for you
but what you can do for your country.

That's the reason why I want to participate in YOG.
Also it's because I want to know more friends and about Media~! ha.

Collected my YOG accreditation card and uniform today~ Thanks for accompanying me~ ^^

YOG is less than 10 days away~~ I'm getting a little excited! ha.

and suddenly I have so many assignments! ha.
能写是福.

(:

2010-08-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

最近,有两个人说,
我被他们宠...

hmm...这是真的吗?
仔细想想
还真有这个可能.哈

想说的是,
被宠的感觉,
真好!
(:

Received more presents today~ From Haha and Papa~ thankiew!!
The Doraemon T-shirt is cute!

^^

回到熟悉的环境,
跟着熟悉的人,
做着熟悉的事,
感觉很安心,
也很开心 (:

It's August~
Counting down~~

nitez =)

2010-07-31T22:50:00.000+08:00

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!!!

but why u so EEXXXX???

should i buy??

2010-07-27T11:45:00.002+08:00

2010-07-26T20:36:00.004+08:00

3 weeks of school attachment with Bendemeer Secondary School was over.

It's my first time entering a classroom as 徐老师 (aka teacher Xu).
Teachers and Principal Mrs Wong were very nice and amiable~ We even got presents(sourvenirs) at the end of our attachment!!

I also got to know a new sport~ Tchokball!Really enjoyed playing! Too bad only played once.. haiz. hopefully next time got the chance to play again~

As for the students... hmm.. it's an eye-opener too cuz i've not been to an express, normal academic and normal technical class before. Quite a bit of shock i would say...but the students there are generally quite friendly and cute!(for the lower sec lah...)

I was given a chance to do experiemental teaching for a Sec 1 class. It's only 2 periods (1 hr) and I lost my voice after that.. =.=.. Guess I really need to do some vocal training..

After these 3 weeks.. I felt that it's really not easy to be a teacher, let alone a good teacher! So glag that I've met so many good teachers and hopefully I'll become one too!!
AZA!!

On top of that, I've also met some really wonderful people! Joyce, Hsiwen, Michelle, Terrence and James!!! and i met my long-time-no-see primary school classmate VICTOR too!!!!

It's a small world~
guys~ I'm sure we'll meet again too~ take care~
^^

2010-07-26T19:37:00.003+08:00

monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla monla

八月快点来吧!!!!

快疯了...
...

2010-07-22T06:33:00.000+08:00

(又)
下雨了
...

2010-07-21T21:50:00.001+08:00

好想隐居...

2010-07-12T21:57:00.003+08:00

think I should scribble sth here.

second week of my school attachment.
first day of my classroom obseravtion.
Tamil. Malay then Chinese.
Discovered quite a bit of things..

Stayed back in skl with Michelle and James to play Tchoukball.
It's really fun to play with. We all had a good time!
(yea.. I had a good time having the ball smashed into my face, hit straight into my chest, twist and turn my poor fragile fingers... lol)

good day to start off a new week.

=)

2010-07-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

I'm getting lazier and lazier on updating my blog.
bad.

when i on m com. first thing is check eamil. secondly got fb. then bejeweled till before i go to slp.
very bad.

Bookstore job has ended on 1 July.(still havent get my pay yet. lol)
Start my school attachment today. (very slacking i would say cuz we basically have nothing to do. I almost wanted to nap on the sofa)
But I guess things will more exciting soon!!

After an extravagance month, I'm back into the kitchen again.
Hopefully I can start saving.

The newsless wait is really getting on my nerves!!
SUEPR BAD!!
RARRRRrr!!!

2010-06-30T22:51:00.003+08:00

New hair cut! (though not much difference. ha)

Thankiew WAIII!!!! =D

I love tt Taiwan drink 木瓜牛乳!! YUMMMYY!!!

Thankiew ahhua~ Learnt sth new today!!
Let's go shopping again soon! ^^

last day of work is a full shift at NUH tmr.

=((

2010-06-28T08:53:00.001+08:00

Birthday this year is simple.

Just a casual outing with people who are dear to me.

Thank you everyone for your birthday wishes (and cards and gifts) and time!

I want MORE DURIANNN!!!!

*roar*

lol

2010-06-26T08:54:00.002+08:00

原来最近大家都在emo...
是因为天气的关系?
还是荷尔蒙在作祟?

emo可以是一件很突然的事...
不仅可能会让身边的人觉得莫名其妙
就连自己都会觉得很讨厌...

emo的时候当然会想很多,
是好事?还是坏事?

emo算是一段自己陪着自己的时候吧...
有什么想法,什么感受,
这时候都会浮现出来
可是想得越多
反而越没有头绪
就只好继续emo下去了...

让我们一起蹲在一个昏暗的角落
默默地画圈圈吧...

2010-06-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

Day Duno wat..

Just some random stuffs that i forgot to add in my last few entries..

Went to two new Vege restaurants recently.
One's beside Tekka Mall, which is...(i forgot the name..) Interior and food was on the top row of the pic...
One's behind Iluma, it's called Zen Japanese Vegetarian Restaurant.. the food here is slightly more expensive than the one at Little India, but both were about $9-$15.
The food in both places were not bad! the Jap style food is really quite jap despite being vegetarian! ha.

And... the shopping bug is biting me these two days!
Bought a woolen white top yst!! Wai said I looked like 小绵羊 when i wore it! LOL!!! Hopefully I can go HK or TW then I can wear it le!!! RARRR!!
And bought 4 pairs of earrings tdy at China Square at only... $1.40!!!!!!!!!!
My shop is also having sales on shoes.. all shoes are selling at only $9.90! I'm very tempted to buy!! LOL

Oh no, someone stop me please!! xD

and yes, I saw a rainbow the other day.
But it's gone after a very short while..

that's all for today..
gona work full shift (12 hrs) tmr and on thur.. at NUH and YEW TEE PT (YES! SO FAR! lol)
hope i will still stay in one piece.. lol

=)

2010-06-07T22:14:00.002+08:00

Day 31

HAlo Woman~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Don't be too shocked arh.. All the pics here are quite small.. so don't worry tt you'll look ugly lah~ lol.

Thank you for being my first best friend and still so for the past 12 years!! =DDD
It's always so fun to go out with you!! =DDDD

and please, YOU are NOT ugly ok?!!!?!

and i forgot what I want to say
so I'll just end off here..

=p

2010-06-05T22:03:00.000+08:00

Day 28

Finally SWIMMED!!!
thankiew WAWA!!!! =DDDD
Let's swim more often kk? kekek.. =D

Went back to NY in the aftern to observe the 7th batch of CNNY EXCO election.
Somehow reminded me of myself standing there.. 3 years back??
Time flies..

Good luck to the new batch of EXCOs!! =)

Day 29

Went for YOG training in the morning.
Starting to know more about YOG..

Rushed to the Methodist Church after tt..
Cuz I'm attending someone's wedding!!! WHEEE!! xD

Congratulations to Shangze and Jizhen!!
(Ok.. I think both of you duno who I am.. lol. but still, you have my best wishes!! Stay blissful!!! =DD)
(Ps: Thanks for the invitation, shang.. (: )

看着两个互不相干的人从此要携手共度人生,
这也算是一种奇迹吧?
要幸福哦~
(:

2010-06-02T22:23:00.002+08:00

Day 26

♥ three six five ♥
(:

2010-05-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

Day 24

Went to the Peranakan Museum with Aunt in the afternoon.
Learnt quite a bit more on Peranakan's culture.
Eg. being a madian bride or not is very important in the Peranakan's family. Female elders from both family would even check the white handkerchief which was placed the night before on the bride and groom's bed...

Another interesting place to go if you have a free afternoon =)

Went to the barrage after that.
My kite still refused to fly...
)o(

2010-05-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

Day 23

Went back to baoguan to help out in one event.

MONEY IS REALLY NOT MY FRIEND!!!!
RARRRRRR!!!
Sorry!!! and thankieww Victoria!!!!

Anw, working with my ex-colleauges and txys is still the best...
the pay might be low but it's really a very good and pleasant experience (because of the people there of course..)~~~
^^

Dinner with Wai and XZ again~
went to Kim Gary@Vivo.
I ordered Assorted Mushroom with double cheeseeee!! *wink at wai*
Fattening. lol.

and the 6-pads? lol!
xD

2010-05-27T09:10:00.000+08:00

Day 21

Pictures first.. contents later..if I have time.. xP

Results out.
Didn't see the A- which I've been expecting.. Got 3 B+ and 2 A instead.
Somehow felt a little disappointed at first but after someone had analysed to me I felt much better le..
Thankiew (:
Hope u can stay in DEAN list too :)

Wen to the Asian Civilisations Museum with Aunt.
It's not an ordinary jewelery exhibition.. It's Treasury of the World: Jewel Arts of India in the Age of the Mughals exhibition.

The Jewels are really dazzling and awesome!! Do visit if you have the time~

Went to Punggol Beach in the evening~

=)

2010-05-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

Day 18

Today is a "found-your-old-friends" day! ha.

I've found two long lost primary school classmates and got a fb message from my long-time-no-chat-and-meet-up Emerson gorgor! Dreamt of him for quite a few times actually.. keke. (oops, someone dun jealous arh? muahahha xP )

The lost-and-found feeling is quite good..

在人生的道路上总会有许多人进进出出。
有些人会陪我们走很久，甚至一辈子。
有些遇到了，又散了；有缘的话未来的旅途中或许又会见到，无缘的话散了就是一辈子也不会再相见……

感谢出现在我生命中的每个人

=)

2010-05-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

Day 17

Yes.. I went there again.. ha.
finally brought daxiong and qiuyi there as what I'd promised..
hope you had enjoyed yourselves~
=)